a new year

A new year has arrived and I've realised that I've let myself down so many times. Its unbearable... the weight of my burdens seem to tug me deeper into tangles. A mixture of emotions and conflicts overwhelm me as i attempt to think. Day by day, I try to peel myself off my bed and prepare for school. Time is crucial but it never stops to wait. I'm tired. Tired from running to keep up with time. Tired for trying too hard. Tired for doing things against my will.

Watching others so full of energy and enjoying each moment of their day while I slouched in my seat restlessly, unnoticed and ceased to exist. Why can't time stop? I cant keep up. I hate being last all the time. Rage surged through me. But... what can I possibly do? I have no power.

Hey, my name's Joanna and I'm writing short blog entries like this above to hopefully gain some skill in writing and discover the different ways to express myself. (:

But this short paragraph above is partially true about my life and partially made up because I got slightly carried away into writing a story. hehe. This is rather new to me as my writing is has been poor recently and my vocabulary is not very wide compared to others at my age I think.

I think I will most likely be writing more to improve my writing skills.

I'll try to write about my daily experiences. :D

thanks for reading if you are reading this post! ~

really..